what have i been doing?

been doing. been working. been drawing. been flipping mags. been browsing books. been looking. been watching. been observing. been resting. been sleeping. been doodling. been drinking coffee-tea-coke. been taking lots of caffiene. been frustrated. been annoyed. been happy. been cheerful. been sitting infront of the comp. been meeting. been laughing. been irritated. been smiling. been stoning. been bumming. been playing touch rugby. been listening. been breathing. been walking. been editing. been playing. been hoping. been praying. been designing. been staring. been glaring. been surfing. been looking at pictures. been messy. been organising. been managing. been washing. been killing insects. been crapping. been crappy. been changing. been growing. been old. been young. been naughty. been cheeky. been polite. been irritating. been rude. been giving attitude. been lovely. been nice. been wonderful. been mad. been crazy. been feeling. been contradicting. been chatting. been talking. been writing. been at lectures. been in studio. been in church. been in cell. been at home. been bored. been excited. been sleepy. been tired. been yawning. been sniffing. been cranky. been rushing. been blogging. been enough.

carefree.

a lovely photo. that's not me and that's not boono. :) just ripped it off somewhere.

oh man... pete sampras retired.
he finally did. after having a run of bad matches for a long while.
i enjoyed watching him play although some would say he is boring (if i'm not wrong tingyi, you were the one yah?) and etc etc but well he was a really good player anyhow.
tragic ah. oh well.
just thought i'll just share this info. heh.

touch rugby.
played touch rugby yesterday... i've not played that since jc... well it's been abt close to 4 years! growing old.
anyway, my legs are really aching now... even putting on my pants was so difficult! sheesh. well i guess i asked for it since i didn't stretch before or after the game... it was fun though. it's been such a long time. and i'm SUPER unfit. how tragic. gone are the days where i train like 4 times a week... and able to run around without feeling that tired. now it's like run alittle, puff puff, run a little more, puff puff. sad. hahah. but maybe i should just try and play more tennis or some other sport. i still prefer tennis more than touch rugby though.

well i shall not bore you guys with my mundane stories of my life.
shall continue when i have more to say.

just woke up and something just pissed me off.
hate it when you're tired with a lot of work and you hear this other news that exacerbates the situation.
i'm SUPERBLY PISSED OFF right now.
i really felt like punching the wall. maybe i need anger management.
AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGHHHHHHHHH!
frustration.
whatever. whatever.
will not let it affect me!
arrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh!
one last time.
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

oh cool! i know how to put in photos now! yippee! thanks to fook.
the image below is one of my fave at the moment. it's by a graphic designer called simon alderson. cool yah? :) it's my wallpaper on my comp (at a better resolution of course) at the moment... i wanna try changing my background and stuff later on. yay! can share nice images that i find or took or modified. it's pretty easy but the resolution has to be rather lousy and the image has to be rather small. but still alright. can't ask for much.



as you can tell i've been fiddling with this thing rather than doing my work since the hail. oh well. :) yippee!

oh mi gosh! all of a sudden it started to hail. scary man. so loud! for those who don't know, hail is when little ice pellets fall from the sky. man! it was loud. i was still working on my stuff while it started to hail. gave me a shock man. if i was sleeping it would have woken me up. but no one in my house seem to have jumped out of bed. anyway, it's hailing now. oh wait a minute. it stopped. as you can tell, me kinda restless.... i'm writing about the weather! what's wrong with me. heh.

my shoulders are aching as usual. sigh. occupational hazard.
oh yes, i had my contemporary landscape lecture today and my gosh! i realise some erm landscape architects (no offence if any land-arch out there reading this) but they are really strange. then again some architects also. ok i know i'm sounding a little incoherent, don't mind me. they can call almost anything art.i mean like a urinal in a gallery is art??? the land-arch is suppose to be bringing the "world (the urinal in this case) to the gallery"?? hmm. ok. maybe i'm a bit cynical or not really reading it and understanding it properly. but seriously. a urinal in a gallery. art. right. and i think that guy is highly regarded in his field. well i guess that's why i'm not in land-arch. heh. well that's my point of view anyway. if anyone beg to differ, sue me. heh.

right. better get back to the other window that says "autocad". ciao! (as my italian coordinators would say)

FRUSTRATION.
aaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhh!
annoyed. majorly annoyed.

hey i just read this from somewhere. it just cracked me up...
and i feel so much better already..... i hope you guys have a good sense of humour. (although there was a recent event that was quite tragic. you'll know what i'm talking about after you read below.... but erm please have an open mind)
here goes...

the next time you're having a bad day, imagine this:
you're a siamese twin.
you'r brother , attached at your shoulder is gay.
you're not.
he's date is coming over tonight.
and you only have one ass.


heheh... bad joke hey... but funny.
maybe i do have a bad sense of humour. don't mind me. it's 6am. and i'm having a massive headache. sheesh.
alright. i better get back to work. i've been humouring myself while doing my work.

carpe diem!
seize the day!
the phrase of the day...
and it's 2am. start of a brand new day.
i've not slept yet.
hope i survive today's sermon.
but well i am hopeful that i'll finish my work at like 6 in the morning.
i can only hope.
ta ta! cheerios!

eyelids getting heavy....
there's 2 assignments due on monday. just sort of finish my part for the group project.
gonna start on my design studio stuff. i'm so dead. i'm usually quite optimistic about things. but my gosh. there's only saturday and sunday left. and my sunday will be burnt again cos we are having the grp meeting on sunday arvo. sheeeesh.
that only leaves me with saturday. it's already 3ish in the morning.
i really should start on my other work now.. oh well. it's my break.

the david letterman show has been keeping me company throughout the night these days. they are showing the re-runs. and demi moore is on david letterman now. sheesh. wonder how much she spent on plastic surgery. i wonder how many times will the pple get sick of watching the scene of her at the beach in charlie's angels 2. (btw, i think the show really sucked.) she is behaving like a bimbo now on tv. maybe cos she hang out with ashton kutcher too much. heheh. still can't believe that she is with ashton kutcher. cradle snatcher.

hmm.... don't you think words are inert?
it's kinda ironic that this blog spot is for me to write what i'm feeling or thinking.
but words can't really express what you are feeling or experiencing at times.
oh well. whatever.

i gotta get the engine cranking again. cheerios!

do not be afraid. just believe. - mark 5:36
my favourite verse. it keeps me running.
thank God. literally.

me.
carmen.
who am i?
it's a question that we always ask ourselves when we wanna reflect or when we have to make our introductions during those icebreaker thingys. i think it's a life long quest to find our answer to that. maybe you guys might know who i am better than i do.

blah blah blah. test. test.
bored.
hence this blogspot.
i shouldn't be up playing with this.
should be doing my work or catching some winks.